It's been so long since I've blogged, but I need to vent. I've come to realize that I'm the type of person, who'll take on other peoples worries and burdens, especially the ones close to me. But I've also learned that, that really is dangerous. When that one person hurts, I'll cry for them, I'll worry for them constantly, and the thing is I know I can't do anything about it. I can't make things better, all I can do is comfort them. I wish I could take all their worries away, even if I had to make them my own. It pains me to see someone I love so dearly, live such a sad life and my heart aches so badly, I just don't know what to do. What I have to learn is that, with things like these, you have to leave them up to Allah. That's all you can do, and only He can make things better. It's hard not to worry, but leaving it up to Him, will make everything better, and I know it will. I just have to be strong enough to let go. It' just life, I have to try to make the best of it, and work hard for the future, instead of living in the past. I know I can do it, just need a little motivation.

I'm gonna be okay, she's gonna be okay. I just have to keep faith.