Summer

I haven't written in a long time damn. haha.

Well, alot has happened in the past few weeks. Okay, maybe not too much, but enough for me. Good and bad things.

I'm actually in Pakistan right now, came here on the 8th of July, can't believe it's almost time to leave already. Crazy how time flys. My favorite part was going to Dubai. Dubai was so amazing :). I definitely had a good time and made a few good memories ^_^. We stayed at the Kempinski Hotel Mall of the Emirates. The mall was connected and it was so nice! I'd get up early and wander around on my own. I loved it! Bought some cute things, ate some good food, relaxed, dressed up, talked to random peeps, life was good ^_^.

Pakistan's been alright too, it's just the little things like the heat, lizards, bug bites, and me getting sick so easily that bugs me so much! Haha oh well. It's great seeing my relatives after such a long time. I'm sad I missed my cousins wedding, we're pretty close, she's just a year older me. Sometimes I regret it, but I just couldn't come due to school and everything. So many things going on and no break.

When I go back, it's gonna be back to reality. Dealing with life,school, I just want to get these few months over with. I know time flies, and I'll make use of my time as well as I can. Reality is harsh, but gotta deal, so it's ok!

There are many things I need to change, need to do, though I really don't want to. What can I say, you have to deal with things you don't like to get ahead in life sometimes. It sucks, and perhaps I'm a little too lazy sometimes, but I just pray to God to help me through this little rough patch and get me where I need to be, and perhaps I'll look back some time later and be happy that things are easier ^_^. Always gotta keep hope right? Right. It's hard though since I'm so pessimistic.

Ah I need to start packing and make sure I have everything since we're going back soon. I feel like all my life consists of just packing and going here and there, haha, ah that's ok too. I don't mind, sometimes I just wanna stay home though.

Life, you're certainly too much, in both a good way and a bad way.