Today

Since I won't be writing about fashion till I am done with finals, I will update myself on my life bahahha. Ok that probably didn't make sense. That's ok too.


I'm back at school. Easter break is over. FML. Kinda, no, wait don't FML. I just don't want to deal with professors and students, friends and tutors. I don't want to deal with webworks or chemistry. I feel like, I have no idea what's going on in my school life. Damn, too many lives now that I think about it. Home life, school life (books wise), social life, personal life.

Anyways, so I think I have finally gone crazy.

Today I was thinking about how hard the life of a pre-med kid is (or any college kid for that matter). I finished my biology lab report and I was dead tired after that (yet I'm still up at 5 A.M. for who knows why). Then all of a sudden, I start laughing. Laughing at biology, laughing at chemistry, laughing at my life (not in a bad way). I realized that, how crazy it is that a few textbooks and exams can take over our lives. They can make us or break us (basically our career). Too much.

I'm def. changing the way I think. I'll learn to appreciate all this premed work stuff. I'll make it one of the causes of my happiness. ^_^ I think the more relaxed you are, you'll be able to make more use of your time, and do well, than being in hella high stress mode.

No matter how stressful life is right now, I have decided that it's ok. I"ll deal with it and smile through it. Besides the these are the last few days before I officially become an adult. It's crazy how time flies!

Also, professors really need to calm down haha. Let us breathe please. Please! lol. Break just ended and I'm already dreading this week and the work and stress it's about to bring. Exam on Wednesday (chem lab.).But, no worries, I'm looking forward to turning 18 (iA).

One more thing (or 2): The thing is finals are coming up, and I have realized and accepted, my life is mental. Or I will be becoming mental soon. Something of that sort. Who does Chemistry thinks it is? I will cut it with my ruler.

Ok, I'm just rambling ( it's 5 AM).

That's all for this fine morning.