:*(

Why is life so hard?

My heart hurts.

I'm really sad,

The tears keep on falling.

What do I do?

I need someone to talk to :*(

Today my heart shattered into pieces by the one person who I always thought would be there for me.

How can I trust anyone, if I can't trust my own.

Living, I'm not sure what I'm living for anymore.

I'm tired. Why can't I just be happy. Why does everything hurt so much. God, please help me.

I just don't know anymore today, sometimes, it seems the ones closest to you hurt you the most. The one's you expect would always be there because they raised you. The ones you had learned to rely on to trust. After tonight, I'm not sure if I could ever trust anyone again.

Exercise

Exercise.

Good for mental and physical health.

I need it.

So badly.

Like now.

Ugh.

I need too get in shape, I'll feel better.

Ok! Exercise starting in the morning.

:)

Mistakes

There are times when I make mistakes, and frustratingly, make them again and again after promising not to. That is one thing I need to change about myself. I asked myself "who does that"? and I realized many people do cause we're all human, but a few don't and won't make the same mistake again. I want to be one of those few people. It'll take dedication, but I know that I can get through it iA and become a better person.


Oh life. You're alright. I'm human, but I'm ready to change.